Frivolous

AA leggings 3-pack $78 ON SALE $63

AA dress: $36

Stella McCartney Perfume: $48

Sweet Kicks: $70

MAC 2x2 Custom Palette: $47.50

Bare Minerals Foundation: $25

I Hate Money

Spent This Break

Rent: $320

Energy: $115

Cable: $35

In The Heights Ticket: $85

Presents: $50

NYE: $70

Drinks, dinner, and Full Moon: at least $100

This is really starting to stress me out. I have some money coming my way, but not quickly enough and not from dependable sources (read: my mom). I was supposed to be able to support myself if I graduate without a high-paying job, but it's not looking like that will happen. I am so depressed at the thought of having to live at home for more than a month or two after I graduate, it's suffocating.

Really, I'm just stressed about so much at finances are the most concrete place to focus my anxiety. Cancelling NYE plans, the amount of stuff I've already committed to next semester, and getting a job (let's not even bring relationships into this) are all paralyzingly scary. But man, not having enough money for rent is a realistic possibility in my life.

I am so not ready to be an adult.